it shld b the last time dat i will b blogging here...bcus i will b shifting to a new "hse"...

my company wants to keep me in the company...they want me to continue working for another 2 more months until they recruit more ppl...i haf requested to work in the front office...is like those admin work...directly facing the door...hehe...is not an easy task...but i jus want to give it a try...is realli something different...hopefulli things will b fine...

met up wif xy in the evening...bcus i wanna go to ikea to hunt for my new wardrobe...saw 1 dat i realli like...i shall bring my mum there to take a look too...if everything is okie..i can haf a new wardrobe liaoz...haha...n i realli hate the toys section...the stupid mouse dat i was so scared of is actualli still there...is damn scary lahz...plus i saw something else too...a black spider n a bat....aiyoh...horrible toys...so damn disgusting...errggg...den xy was craving for thai express...so we went to tbp...n we saw hp...she was workin there...did a bit of catching up wif her as well...hehe...mayb i will go out wif xy again tml...c how 1st lorz...

history repeated itself...like wad i sae...there will alwaes b the 4th,5th,6th n etc time...n it happened again todae...so xy shld understand my agony...is not dat i want to start the ww3 lahz...i jus feel so irritated by the whole thing...

my sis just gave me a coffee bean chocolate dat she brought back from japan...there is literally a coffee bean dat is being coated wif chocolate...i haf been coughing ever since i ate 1...my throat jus feel weird...i think it is too heaty...n yah, my 2nd sis is back from japan for 1 week...i think i m quite used to seeing her n den not seeing her liaoz...now u c n now u dun...haha...

i m trying to set up my new "hse" now...hopefulli it can b nicely built up by getting some support from xy lorz...i m not gg to reveal my new blog address...so do ask from me if u r interested to continue viewing my blog...

i started dis blog when i entered poly...time flies...i haf graduated...n is time to put dis to an end...n move on with life...a brand new place n brand new start...but i will alwaes keep the happi memories in my heart... =p

in life, there r alwaes bound to b gif n take...u win some n u lose some...but dis time round, i m nt sure if i win or lost...it seems like wad i haf lost is more than wad i haf gain...

i dun realli want to tok abt it...how i wish i cld forgot abt everything...but i knw dat no matter how hard i try...i will neber forget...n i realli feel terrible to keep it in my heart...i gt my car ride...the 1 n onli such car in spore at the moment...was a nice experience to sit in the car...but the rain and bad traffic jam spoilt everything...thinking dat the bad weather ruin the evening...i was rewarded wif something betta...drove all the wae to raffles marina...is at the far west...near to the tuas checkpoint liaoz...in fact, i shld sae dat it is beside...dat's the best place i haf ever been...wif super nice scenary...although it was crowded, i managed to see the 1st n most BEAUTIFUL sunset in my life...i saw a RED sun...let me emphasize again..is realli RED...i saw it setting...was super beautiful...but i lost again...of all ppl, y did i go wif him...y was i so stupid to think dat it was ok to go wif him...i lost my own dignity...i lost my own pride...i shld haf heed others' advice...at least now i feel dat someone else is betta den him...but they r still the same category ppl...1 is the best among the worse n the other is the worse among the worse...haiz...i hate myself for all i haf done dis evening...

in order to redemn myself n to forget everything...i went to spent $$..i brought my dad to the coffee hse at amara hotel for dinner...gave him a treat...tried to eat something to cheer myself up...the best food dat i had was the tiramisu cheesecake...n guess wad...the price is even cheaper den places like coffee be**...starbu***...TC*...the coffee cl**...the cake taste betta too...hehe...it oso seems like every time when i go there to eat...i get some free stuff too...i didn't pay for 1 dessert...bcus the gal forgot to key it in...so she sae she will treat it as a complimentary item...wow...so good horz...i m thinking of gg to to restobar at the hotel there...anione interested...hehe...go wif me sia...

something else happened at my workplace...the fat lady asked me to continue to work...i think the spy mus haf leak out something...seriously, i feel to take a break...but the aunties want me to continue working there lehz...haiz...my weakness is dat i dunno how to reject ppl...n i feel bad to reject...no matter wad situation it is...i dun haf the heart to reject ppl...

i m trying so hard to get some $$ from everyone in my family so dat i can buy a crumpler bag...gifing all kinds of excuses dat i can find...the best excuse is dat i dun haf the progress package...so they shld contribute some of their $$ to me...hehe...i think i still need to top up a bit after accumulating the $$...but is okie...at least i dun feel so heart ache to get 1 now...

i oso feel to get a bf...the feeling of getting in a relationship is back again...perhaps is due to sw n my conversation cum the happenings todae...but i still dun dare or get the chance to fish my mr. right... =p

now i understand how my 2nd sis feel when i want to borrow something from her...i alwaes wonder how cum she gets so irritated when i request to borrow something from her...but i knw it liaoz...my 1st sis wants to borrow my camera from me...but i feel so reluctant to lend her...is not that i dun want to lend her...i jus feel dat she will nt take gd care of my baby cammy...

usualli i dun mind to lend things dat r nt so x to others...but when it comes to certain things..i m quite stingy n selfish...for dis time round, i jus gt to lend it to my 1st sis..bcus i haf rejected her so mani times in the past...n now i gt no more excuses to reject her...haha...i shall jus b nice n lend her my cammy...but i haf oreadi show her how reluctant i m...hehe...n i dun think she will lend me anithing if i dun lend her my camera this time...lalalalalalalalalalala~~~....

i suspect dat there r SPY at my workplace...or else the fat woman will nt b able to knw n find out so much...i m quite curious...n i want to find out whu is the spy...i m not gg to do anithing to the person...is jus like out of curiousity...n mayb plus a bit of the kapoh factor lahz...hehe...

5:41 PM

Tuesday, April 25, 2006 »

gratitude to ben & jerry...they gave FREE ice cream todae...from 12-7pm...n is worth like $3.50 each...haha...i managed to eat 1...dun even haf to join the super LONG queue lorz...ben & jerry was nice enuff to deliver the ice cream to our centre...bcus we r neighbour...haha...so everyone in the centre including the std whu came for class in the morning had the chance to eat the ice cream...hehe...but is a pity dat they r not gifing my fav flavour...haiz....nvm...is okie...bcus i shall ask my dad to buy me one on sat...

finally after a long period of struggle....i managed to summon all my courage n do something...i haf RESIGNED...tender my resignation letter at the end of the dae...but something dat made me angry was dat she said something so sacarstic...

fat woman:" i haf expected dat u will resign...so is ok.."

was like damn errggg....feel like stabbing her lahz...i wld rather she jus kept her big mouth shut...nuthing good cums out frm her mouth...i shall tolerate her for just another 2 more weeks...bcus of the stupid regulation that we haf...mus gif 2 weeks notice upon resigning...but i guess she is gonna make my life difficult sia...haiz..there is nuthing that i can do...i shall pray that everything is okie...n look forward to my new car ride on fridae...i think i m gg to b the 1st passenger...it will b so damn cool...haha...

10:17 PM

Monday, April 24, 2006 »

i wld haf to go sch todae if i was still a std....todae is the 1st dae of sch for np std...i felt kind of weird when i dun haf to enrol for IS classes...dun haf to check my timetable...but i will not miss sch...bcus everyone jus has to move on in life...n i m gg to proceed to a place that can provide me wif higher education...

i haf been gg out every mon...so how can i not go out todae lehz....met up wif jack...we had lunch at jack's place...n i pass his bdae gift to him...is like a bdae gift in advance lahz...hopefulli he like the gift lahz...but i like wad i haf gave him...haha...i m quite thick skin sia...lalala....

9:51 PM

Sunday, April 23, 2006 »

i still feel like gg to watch the movie "take the lead"...is a movie dat most ppl will not like to watch...but i was not sure y the show attracted my attention...i told sy dat dae...n her frenz sms her to tell her dat the show was good...n shld go watch...how how how...i m so tempted...but i m scared to go n watch a movie by myself...haha...coward me...bleahz....

1:08 AM

Saturday, April 22, 2006 »

so mani things happened at work recently...my heart is starting to soften...can someone pls tell me to b firm n psycho me dat it is a MUST to hand in my resignation letter...haiz...i haf been planning for my resignation thingy for so long...n now i jus dunno how to go abt to resign...bcus i think i feel pai sehz...haiz...my colleagues is the onli factor dat is keeping me now...they r realli nice...especially catherin,pauline n kaland....

guess wad...i accompanied my dad to watch wayang...haha...of all things,y wayang...bcus my dad gt 2 tickets...he was supposed to go wif my mum...but my mum had to go for her company's dinner n dance...so there is 1 extra ticket...n since my dad already bought the ticket...but surprisingly,i enjoyed the wayang todae...at least i did not fall aslp...perhaps it was the packet of bk french fries dat kept me awake...after the wayang, i went to eat stingray...i ate 1 by myself...haha...taste good...something dat made my dae betta...hehe...

to xy: gal, jia you...is jus another week to go...so bear wif it...n we shall go haf fun...so long neber c u liaoz...i miss u so much...haha...look forward to our BIG seafood platter...okie...but dun think abt food now..okie...betta continue mugging...n dun drool...or else i shall K u....haha...

11:52 PM